Archive for August 21st, 2008

this song is dedicated to the man i love =)


2008
08.21

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Begitu banyak cerita
Ada suka ada duka
Cinta yang inginku tulis
Bukanlah cinta biasa

Dua keyakinan beza
Masalah pun tak sama
Ku tak ingin dia ragu
Mengapa mereka selalu bertanya

( korus )
Cintaku bukan diatas kertas
Cintaku getaran yang sama
Tak perlu dipaksa
Tak perlu dicari
Kerna kuyakin ada jawabnya oh…
Andai ku bisa merubah semua
Hingga tiada orang terluka
Tapi tak mungkin
Ku tak berdaya
Hanya yakin menunggu jawapnya

Janji terikat setia
Masa merubah segala
Mungkin dia kan berlalu
Ku tak mahu mereka tertawa

Diriku hanya insan biasa
Miliki naluri yang sama
Tak ingin berpaling
Tak ingin berganti
Jiwa ku sering saja berkata

Andai ku mampu ulang semula
Ku pasti tiada yang curiga
Kasih kan hadir tiada terduga
Hanya yakin menunggu jawapan

ps: sorry for all the misunderstandings and wrong doings. i love u so.

am i a drug addict or am i trying to commit suicide?


2008
08.21

omg! what am i trying to say ? ngeeeee… yea yeahh.. lately becoming a drug addict. zz… have to eat all the drugs in order to get well. my cough seems to not leaving. yesterday again i visit the clinic. this time isnt the one in UIA but a private clinic. hoping for a brighter health.. aaa… but hey, if people see me eating all these drugs, maybe they would consider it as committing suicide. >.< ohh.. suicidal.. haha.. furthermore, its a so tiring week! with this kind of condition, i dont know how long i can survive. the pain.. only God knows.. how much i suffer.

the tears seems not to stop flowing from this little eyes. omg. my cute eyes turns red everytime i cough ? my look? ohhhh.. terrible :P anyway.. lets continue hoping for a better tomorrow. of mine, as well as yours.

job.. emm.. as a student, i have so much things to deal with. my lab reports! arghh.. hand written =( how lazy i am. i had started writing since monday i guess. but it is just like 1/20 ? omg!! another 19/20 need to be done ASAP! oh.. and need to contact that PIC of baktisiswa. whats more? program on sunday? seminar report on saturday ? maths assignment?? (eh.. is it given? haha. been awhile being a bad lady skipping maths class. ngeee. how bad. need to start regreting.) ah. EIT ? omg!!!!!!!!!!! its tomorrow the due date! :( i still cant figure out where i should be going. zzz

love? hehe.. i felt so in love. but still, there’s always the up and down. sometimes when im too happy, i will in a few seconds felt sad. nahh.. this is what we call life. anyway, i had more fun that sad i guees :P stomach is enlarging. eat eat eat till u grow fat. hah…. then only will feel like.. “oh. im fat? oh nooo……..!!!!”

money? emm.. kind of short of it. anyway, money is never enough dude. need to learn to save. dont be materialistic! yeah.. dont be.

mood? since im not in a very good health, i consider my mood as going up and down. ahhhhhhh… my sweet dreams was being disturbed by this coughs. =( pain! its painful… i hope this pain will end soon.

ok. guess i need to start doing my work. cau cin cau :P

below is the pic of my new druggie

A VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY~


2008
08.21

wee… congratulations kak suria~ u r now 24! yeayy.. VERY VERY SORRY FOR THE LATE WISH. hope you’ll have a super duper happy year :) HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!!!

to my little sis, dina. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U~ today u r 18 years old! omg! how time had move so fast.

MAY ALLAH BLESS BOTH OF U~ and all birthday baby of august~ have a wonderful day!~